I Feel The Pain All Over My Body

When Joe Jonas sang I'm Sorry earlier this week, i was so excited. The second time I listened to it, I started bawling like a baby and thinking, "Joseph Adam Jonas, when did you start reading my mind?" I can relate directly to every single lyric on that song, which is different for me. I've never felt that before. If the songs about Demi (not that I really care, this is just an example) then I can relate to it in such an extreme way.

I was never a 'Jemi' supporter because I knew exactly what he was doing, the moment they confirmed they were dating. He gave in. Having a best friend that has a crush on you, is a delicate thing to deal with. Especially if the feelings aren't mutual. When I was younger, my guy best friend told me several times that he was sick of being just friend, He was "in love with me" as much as a 5th grader can be in love. Things became so awkward between us, I gave in and decided to try it. I hoped he'd either realize I wasn't right for him, or I would somehow start to feel the same.

Neither of those things happened. And a year later, we were in middle school, and things were changing. Couples were holding hands and hugging, not playing all the time at recess.That's when I knew I couldn't do it. I couldn't keep leading him on. It wasn't fair to either of us. So I broke it off. He pretended he understood, but I know he didn't. He was angry, and hurt.

Things have never been the same between us. There's a small, awkward wall we've both built. I quietly tell him about the guys in my life, and he brags about the girls in his.  At school, I'm known as "the girl who dumped ______ in the sixth grade for a punk ass skater. Which isn't really true.

I can't stand the super Jemi fans, because they remind me of some of my friends that always say I'll end up marrying my guy best friend because deep down we're still in love.  We're not. He's my best friend, and nothing more. I hate when people tell us we should get back together. I don't want too. I love him as a friend. I can't love him the way he might love me.

That's What I Go To School For

Well, school started on Monday. This week has made me sad. My summer is over. Now I have to be in school, with honors classes, no fun electives, and only one special someone who's "What I go to school for." Jonas fans will get the pun. I hate school, because i hate the social aspect of things. I'm shy, and nerdy, and I just have a hard time.

Ugh, I've been such a whiner this week. My poor followers on Twitter has to listen to my rants everyday, and now I'm dumping this junk on my blog readers too.

Sorry the whole v-log thing never worked out. My camera is broken at the moment, so I can't upload pictures or videos. I'm sorry!

Stay Classy

-Zo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR JOSEPH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

So, if you couldn't tell, today is Joe Jonas' 22nd birthday! I'm so proud of him, and how far he's come over the past few years. He's no longer the crazy, goofy, adorable 18 year old he was when I became a fan on The Best of Both Worlds tour. There's no more purity rings and skinny jeans (as sad as that is)

He's a grown up now, and he's come such a long way. He's finally telling his side of the story with Fastlife hitting the shelves October 11th. (I know the date changed. I don't want to get into THAT right now though)

I mean look at this!



That was on the tour where I first saw them. He was just barely 18.

This is him now...



So yep, there ya go. Stay classy all.

-Zo

Whoa!

So, I can't believe this blog has over 1,000 page views.  I'm feeling like Nick Jonas right now, blessed! This blog has really just been a venting tool for me, and a way to share my thoughts with my friends. Even though hardly any of my real life friends check this place out. (From what I can gather) Thank you so much! I'm thinking of maybe doing a V-blog later this weekend, just because I can? Okay. i think I'm going too. Before school starts on Monday.  So check back later. And thank you so much! :'D

Stay Classy,

-Zo

You'll Start Rolling Your Eyes As Soon As You Read This Post

Joe Jonas was on George Lopez last night! (See, I told you!)

He was charming, funny, and completely adorable! Anyways, just watch the interviews and see. He was great. Especially during the 'Simplier Times' bit. Oh! And for the record I am NOT the girl who sent them a dead shark. I may seem like  crazy fangirl, but I'm not that crazy!

Enjoy!

They Say the Neon Lights Are Bright...

I LOVE musical theatre. I love everything about musicals. Over the years, I've created a list of musicals, and the roles I want to play in them. I'm in a real musical mood since Nick Jonas is starring in Hairspray this weekend as Link Larkin. He's doing really well, so look it up on Youtube! He's got some great dance moves! ;)

Anyways, here's the list.

Wicked- Elphaba Thropp. Also known as the Wicked Witch of the West.

Chicago- Velma Kelly. A showgirl that murdered her husband and her sister when she caught them together, doin' the "Spread Eagle"

Hairspray- Penny Pingleton. Tracy's best friend, and Seaweed's love interest.

Le Miz- Eponine. In love with Marius, even though he doesn't know it, until her death.

A Very Potter Musical- (Youtube the show, it's hilarious! Darren Criss is amazing.) Draco Malfoy. Watch the play, and you'll see why.

There's more, I just can't really think of them off the top of my head right now.

-Zo

Always

So, last night I went to go see Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part II. It was so strange, when it ended. I wasn't on the edge of my seat, wondering what the next movie would have in store. It was over, and it had a really nice ending.

I've never been much of a "Potterhead" really. I like the movies, but I've never gotten to a point where I actually wanted to read the books. I tried a couple times, but I never could do it .Everyone says I'm missing out, but what's the point, now that I know how it ends

While I was watching the movie, and Ron and Hermoine (SP?) had that big kiss in the Chamber of Secrets I cried a little, I'm not gonna lie. I just thought it was so ironic that such a tender moment happened in there. When I saw the second movie, Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets I cried because I was so scared. I was probably six or seven when I saw it, so don't think I'm a total wimp. The snake speaking scared the ju-ju-bees out of me. It still makes me shudder a little, even now.

It was weird that a movie franchise that's been so, part of everything for a decade is just... over. I don't know. I'm not that sad about it. It just seems so, strange. Ugh, nevermind. I don't even understand myself.

Peace, Love, Jonas,

Zo